2012.
I've been off the grid for awhile. I forgot how much I like blabbing about my life. It's a way that I have found helps release all my feelings and emotions. Bottling them up can be such a stressful habit. This past year has been one heck of a ride. It made me realize that you aren't promised tomorrow. That you have to live every day as if it were your last. Cherish every moment that you are given because you aren't guaranteed anything more. Surround yourself with people who love you and want you in their lives as much as you want them in yours. This past year has been a roller coaster of emotions in all areas of my life. From family issues down to not knowing if I can get out of bed the next day. I've learned that you can only control what you do, not what others do or say. You have to believe in yourself before anyone else will. Taking the next step in your life can always be difficult. It may be getting a new job, finding a new boy friend, or just buying a new phone. They all have similarities because they all challenge you to your limits. They can make you feel all different kinds of emotions but it's your choice on how to take them and make them into something positive. Of course negative things will cross your mind, you just have to kick them to the curb and determine how you are going to handle them. As for me I have had two great job opportunities this year. I can't begin to say how blessed I am to have had such great jobs at my age. My current job is beyond what I could have imagined myself doing at this time in my life. My boss and co workers are amazing! Throughout all my struggles with my health they have all been there for me through all the ups and downs. God sure did spoil me with such an awesome team behind me. Everything in my life always seems to have a funny way of working out but I wouldn't have it any other way. This past year has taught me a lot and I can't wait to see what the new year has in store for me. Chow for now.
where the heart is;
"The most important thing in life is to learn how to give out love, and to let it come in.”
The most important thing in life is to learn how to give out love, and to let it come in.”
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As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take to many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances, You just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.